One of those FML situations

Fools rush in where wise men fear to tread. That's what they say about people who dive into things that don't turn out successfully. But when someone reaches for a seemingly foolhardy goal and succeeds - well, that's a different story. So what really matters is the outcome. Im not worried about what others are thinking or even about what they're saying.  Let people talk. I are dreaming a dream that I need to pursue at full throttle, no matter what anyone thinks.

My current situation with my lifes passion is as follows.

We had money. My wife told me i gould go get what i needed to start whatever it is i am trying to start.. and then we had to sink all of our money into a car... which. Is fine.. thats what the money was initially intended for. However i am very sad. I dont know why its effecting me this way. I am actually depressed. It's probably because i dont have a clue now when im going to actually get a guitar and amp. Or to be more spacific.. how ill be able to come up with the money.. at the rate we save money ill have my gear by 2012..

I feel like bethoveen without a piano.

Singer