Thursday nights make me feel like dancing

Ahh yes. It means the end of the week for me. The weeks are seemingly getting more and more stressful and redundant. Its going to work. Its coming home, realizing that my wife is working to support us more than i am. and i am working 50 plus hours a week.

How does this system work? It makes no sense how some people are just handed things and others are killing themselves just to keep their heads above water? And when i say heads above water, i mean the water is slightly entering their nostrils.. when does it get easier? Does it? Because this isn't the happy life i envisioned when i was younger.

To be completely honest i dont know what i had in mind for my future. All i knew then, was that i wanted to be a rich and famous rockstar. Well. I think that ship has sailed. We'll see i guess. If there is one thing i've learned over the years. As cliche as it sounds. Life is full of suprises. Mine has comprised itself of many bad suprises. Just waiting for those good ones to start rolling in. I really feel like i deserve better than this.. I know my wife does. And if this doesnt start to turn around, i fear my wife will wake up and realize that she could have done so much better than me. Not that im all bad. But i do have quite a bit of baggage that i can't really get rid of..

Thats all for now folks

Singer